Rest, now.
Jul. 10th, 2025 11:03 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lavenderfleuretI've been rather tired lately. Well, I suppose that's what happens when you essentially live the same day, day in and day out, waking up just to roll out of bed and to your desk, and staying up late to daydream about the love and life you wish you had.
Well, aren't I just sad again today.
I need to finish the fanfic. I need to prepare for this interview. I need to sleep. I need someone to love.
I need you.
Today, I got the CDs I'd ordered. I will definitely consider adding some more to my collection. These were basically in mint condition.
I want some more 90s and 00s grungey, gothy, alternative tunes.
Right now, I just finished playing some more of Coffee Talk - this time, with friends, and on stream. It was a lot of fun, if having taken a considerable portion of my evening - but I'd say it was well worth the time spent. Now, I'm winding down and got the electric blanket on.
I'm just so glad it's Friday tomorrow. I've been thinking of doing something with my life. Something, something new, something different. I need to put pen to paper, commit to applying myself. The thing is, I don't know what I want to do.
I'm thinking of pursuing my Masters in CS, or starting over with a Humanities degree, or going into teaching with a PGCE, or just... I don't know, even just volunteering or getting out of the house or doing something with my boring life.
Every day I wake up and I pretend, even for just a glimpse, that it is in your sheets, in your arms where I lay.
And then, the alarm goes off.
May God be with you; good night.
Well, aren't I just sad again today.
I need to finish the fanfic. I need to prepare for this interview. I need to sleep. I need someone to love.
I need you.
Today, I got the CDs I'd ordered. I will definitely consider adding some more to my collection. These were basically in mint condition.
I want some more 90s and 00s grungey, gothy, alternative tunes.
Right now, I just finished playing some more of Coffee Talk - this time, with friends, and on stream. It was a lot of fun, if having taken a considerable portion of my evening - but I'd say it was well worth the time spent. Now, I'm winding down and got the electric blanket on.
I'm just so glad it's Friday tomorrow. I've been thinking of doing something with my life. Something, something new, something different. I need to put pen to paper, commit to applying myself. The thing is, I don't know what I want to do.
I'm thinking of pursuing my Masters in CS, or starting over with a Humanities degree, or going into teaching with a PGCE, or just... I don't know, even just volunteering or getting out of the house or doing something with my boring life.
Every day I wake up and I pretend, even for just a glimpse, that it is in your sheets, in your arms where I lay.
And then, the alarm goes off.
May God be with you; good night.
